not about me
Training a mustang has to be one of the most exciting, humbling, frustrating, and fun things that anyone can do. I have a lot of people rooting for Sham and I to do well and a lot of interest in how we are doing. I had several people lined up to watch me put the first ride on Sham as I thought I was getting closer to getting ready. After a weekend trip, I came back and resumed work getting Sham ready to ride. He didn't miss a beat with the saddling and the ground work. I started jumping around him and eventually got to where I was able to lean over him. (I had done it from on Electra but not just me and him) it took only a minute for him to accept that it was just me up there. I then thought that I would call it a day and go call everyone that was wanting to watch ME put on a show. Just then I caught myself and stopped, I realized that I was starting to slip into the exact trap that I have been warned about and that I myself promised I wouldn't get into. That is forgetting why I train horses. I train horses for them, of course I have big dreams and I enjoy it, but I do my best to do it for them. Sham was screaming loud and clear he was ready for me to swing a leg over. And I was going to stop and go call people? It was a true revelation for me. It is easy to get caught up in the act as I start to put myself out to the public more and more. It is my name on the sign, it is my picture in the magazine, and it is me that is the center of attention. I am sooo happy I caught myself. As I went to step back up I looked toward Dad's house and I saw him give me a thumbs up. (I try not to put the first couple rides on any colt if no one is at least around to kick some dirt over my body) I swung my leg over. And so went the first ride. I could go way in depth about what kind of things I did, but mostly I just did my best to listen to him and let him tell me what he needed from me to help him through the experience, that is all. I have been getting caught up a lot in the what to do's, and that is still what I want to teach to people, to help them out, but training horses is all about your state of mind and considering and feeling for the horse. Period end of discussion. As we progressed through our first couple rides I would add some elements, smoother transitions, smoother turns, sniffling lol, waving my arms, and just getting him more broke. Today was ride 5 and we worked for a while in the round pen, then went for a quick trip around the front pasture and around the house, he isn't afraid of stuff, only of stuff that is happening to him, that is a very comforting thought for me. I am excited for this little guy, he tries so hard I can't get over him. I am also glad that I woke up and came to my senses before it was too late. First God, then horse, and I am way down on the chain. Until next time ride centered, and God Bless, BW.
